Finally, I can get into this thing! After countless tries. See, Nabilah dearest, I didn't abandon my online diary.
Today, I was welcomed by an evil smile from an evil guy. Mr Ong just had to preach, again. So poor us, we just have to pretend our ears are wide open. His preaching gulped our reading period, which in fact, should be something to rejoice about.
English, as usual, bore us to the extreme! Mr Yap didn't turn up today, fortunately! I actually forgot to revise for my Physics test, how absent-minded I am.
Mother Tongue, we went through another chapter, and of course, we have to copy down the words and phrases. She played music and when in the process of switching song, Alfred would ask the teacher why isn't there any music on purpose and repeatedly. So adorable. That teacher also wrongly accused Wilson of turning back to me. Well, he didn't bring his textbook what.
What happened during Chemistry? Just can't stand that girl tugging and whining and whatever that sores my eyes.
Shazreen and her nonsense can seriously make you laugh till you can't see a thing. Better place toothpicks at my eyes lest I become blind.
Zul kind off made the class greeted Mrs Tan in Japanese. That made the class laugh? I don't see why, though I laughed too. He can't stop looking at me asking me what to say. Lol? We can't stop laughing and crapping, Mrs Tan just had to pick Zul, Xuanjie and I out to the board. Luckily, I was the first being called out and that sum was the easiest! Haha.
Literature was swopped to English. Boring! Until we were brought to the library. Those guys, eee-ing all the way after seeing some saggy and hairy stuff. How ironic.
English common test, average? I have no idea. Naturally, I want to pass. Doubtfully better than Alfred. I spent 50 minutes on the paper, should have made full use of the time instead.
John, for whatever reasons, kept pulling my hair. Lol. And my class only had a pathetic number of people interested in the NYAA Silver. So far, the only guys going are Shayne and John. Plus, Shayne was like forced to sign up.
Some days, I crave for a sweet one, some days, a cute one. Other days a cool one, but today, I yearn for the old one.
I know I can get over it.Time will make me strong.Past is nothing but memories.Present is something to cherish.Hang on tight, I will ride against the roughest waves and sail through the calmest ocean.
My testimonials to Salihah:
1 Hello, my sweetest JNS gorgeous. I am feeling pretty empty inside. Those memories kept flashing across my mind. Each time I experience a flashback, I would feel a sudden sting in my chest, and my heart will begin to pound quicker. I am upset, but all these will be over soon, right? I know. I just have to be patient. I can move on, it is just a matter of time. I am self-consoling, but I believe I can get over it. Watch me stand, tall and proud. I love you, Salihah. Thank you for being with me all these while. I appreciate it, absolutely. Guys come and go, but friends will always stay. Be it streets apart or worlds apart. I will prove to him I can get a better guy then he is. I will keep myself strong and going. I won't crawl, I won't walk, I will fly!
2 Gorgeous, it is okay. You can just spill your woes on me, friends are meant to share things together. Even what we are experiencing now or in the past are similar. We still harp on who we once had, and regret only when we have losed them. He told me not to blame myself, but I do. He said it wasn't a foolish mistake, but to me it was. A pity, I am still unable to face the reality and accept the fact. Label me foolish, because I am. Letting a guy so dear to me slipped off my fingers just like that. I overlooked the love he once showered on me, hence that wrong decision I made. I am regretting it a lot. But nothing I do now will make things change for the better. All I can do now is to wait, to wait for myself to open up, to wait for myself to get over it, to wait for myself to forget about him.May us be blessed from further misery, for we've gone through enough pain.
JNS been through a lot of ups and downs. Nothing is predictable and we share the same fate. Our lives are connected; when things don't go smoothly for one, things won't go smoothly for the rest too.
I don't see a glimpse of hope for us to be together again. As much as I want you back, you have already moved on. Fast enough to crush my heart, painful enough to see me bleed. I have proven my theory right; the one that gets hurt in a relationship first will move on earlier. I have substantial evidence to support my theory.
Those raindrops that fell,
those candles we lit.
The memories we had,
were never too vague.
Those roads that crossed,
those stars we admired.
The days we spent,
were never too serious.
I took a step,
that seemed so mild,
but I didn't expect,
it pierced so deep.
A wrong decision,
you reckoned otherwise.
A touch of love,
for the next one.
Hence I realised,
I miss you so.
Now and always,
and even the past.
A foolish mistake,
I've said it thrice.
To make you return,
it seems so nought.
I still want to say,
I miss you so.
Will you come back,
for me, my love?
Today, I was welcomed by an evil smile from an evil guy. Mr Ong just had to preach, again. So poor us, we just have to pretend our ears are wide open. His preaching gulped our reading period, which in fact, should be something to rejoice about.
English, as usual, bore us to the extreme! Mr Yap didn't turn up today, fortunately! I actually forgot to revise for my Physics test, how absent-minded I am.
Mother Tongue, we went through another chapter, and of course, we have to copy down the words and phrases. She played music and when in the process of switching song, Alfred would ask the teacher why isn't there any music on purpose and repeatedly. So adorable. That teacher also wrongly accused Wilson of turning back to me. Well, he didn't bring his textbook what.
What happened during Chemistry? Just can't stand that girl tugging and whining and whatever that sores my eyes.
Shazreen and her nonsense can seriously make you laugh till you can't see a thing. Better place toothpicks at my eyes lest I become blind.
Zul kind off made the class greeted Mrs Tan in Japanese. That made the class laugh? I don't see why, though I laughed too. He can't stop looking at me asking me what to say. Lol? We can't stop laughing and crapping, Mrs Tan just had to pick Zul, Xuanjie and I out to the board. Luckily, I was the first being called out and that sum was the easiest! Haha.
Literature was swopped to English. Boring! Until we were brought to the library. Those guys, eee-ing all the way after seeing some saggy and hairy stuff. How ironic.
English common test, average? I have no idea. Naturally, I want to pass. Doubtfully better than Alfred. I spent 50 minutes on the paper, should have made full use of the time instead.
John, for whatever reasons, kept pulling my hair. Lol. And my class only had a pathetic number of people interested in the NYAA Silver. So far, the only guys going are Shayne and John. Plus, Shayne was like forced to sign up.
Some days, I crave for a sweet one, some days, a cute one. Other days a cool one, but today, I yearn for the old one.
I know I can get over it.Time will make me strong.Past is nothing but memories.Present is something to cherish.Hang on tight, I will ride against the roughest waves and sail through the calmest ocean.
My testimonials to Salihah:
1 Hello, my sweetest JNS gorgeous. I am feeling pretty empty inside. Those memories kept flashing across my mind. Each time I experience a flashback, I would feel a sudden sting in my chest, and my heart will begin to pound quicker. I am upset, but all these will be over soon, right? I know. I just have to be patient. I can move on, it is just a matter of time. I am self-consoling, but I believe I can get over it. Watch me stand, tall and proud. I love you, Salihah. Thank you for being with me all these while. I appreciate it, absolutely. Guys come and go, but friends will always stay. Be it streets apart or worlds apart. I will prove to him I can get a better guy then he is. I will keep myself strong and going. I won't crawl, I won't walk, I will fly!
2 Gorgeous, it is okay. You can just spill your woes on me, friends are meant to share things together. Even what we are experiencing now or in the past are similar. We still harp on who we once had, and regret only when we have losed them. He told me not to blame myself, but I do. He said it wasn't a foolish mistake, but to me it was. A pity, I am still unable to face the reality and accept the fact. Label me foolish, because I am. Letting a guy so dear to me slipped off my fingers just like that. I overlooked the love he once showered on me, hence that wrong decision I made. I am regretting it a lot. But nothing I do now will make things change for the better. All I can do now is to wait, to wait for myself to open up, to wait for myself to get over it, to wait for myself to forget about him.May us be blessed from further misery, for we've gone through enough pain.
JNS been through a lot of ups and downs. Nothing is predictable and we share the same fate. Our lives are connected; when things don't go smoothly for one, things won't go smoothly for the rest too.
I don't see a glimpse of hope for us to be together again. As much as I want you back, you have already moved on. Fast enough to crush my heart, painful enough to see me bleed. I have proven my theory right; the one that gets hurt in a relationship first will move on earlier. I have substantial evidence to support my theory.
Those raindrops that fell,
those candles we lit.
The memories we had,
were never too vague.
Those roads that crossed,
those stars we admired.
The days we spent,
were never too serious.
I took a step,
that seemed so mild,
but I didn't expect,
it pierced so deep.
A wrong decision,
you reckoned otherwise.
A touch of love,
for the next one.
Hence I realised,
I miss you so.
Now and always,
and even the past.
A foolish mistake,
I've said it thrice.
To make you return,
it seems so nought.
I still want to say,
I miss you so.
Will you come back,
for me, my love?
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